Merry Merry Christmas to my lover......who is spending weekends in jail. *sigh* ......what can I do....

It was great seing you last week!....meeting you after work and driving up the hill to the spot where we first met.....and spending a hour together....

You know I'm not extremely happy with you over what happened the friday before my birthday.....when you said you could probably see me but then didn't text or call me....I don't know wtf you're thinking with all that....I know that.... yeah......you know I'm not stupid......but I'm not going anywhere.....you can't drive me away that easy....I love you too much. I'm still here baby....

It was good to see you on your way into the jail anyway....even if all we did do was yell at each other...I know what you're going through is tough.....and I know you're trying to push me away....I know you really do like your girlfriend....but she will never be me....

I miss you.....I'm excited to see what the new year brings for us....(((((My Lover))))))