When you went back in for 30 days you asked me to listen to this song.....from you to me.....and I want you to know my love.....when I met you I was very alone.....now that I know you and have had a love like ours....I believe I was in the dark my whole life....and the minute I met you the lights turned on.....music began to play....(disco ball began to turn) And everyday I am thankful for you....you save me too baby.....you save me too...

YOU SAVE ME...Kenny Chesney

Every now and then
I get a little lost
The strings all get tangled
The wires all get crossed
Every now and then
I’m right upon the edge
Danglin’ my toes out over the ledge
I just thank God you’re here

(Chorus)
['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun
['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone
When I’m a fugitive ready to run
All wild-eyed and crazy
No matter where my reckless soul takes me
Baby you save me

It’s hard lovin’ a man
That’s got a gypsy soul
I don’t know how you do it
I’m not sure how you know
The perfect thing to say
To save me from myself
You’re the angel that believes in me
Like nobody else
And I thank God you do

(Chorus)

Well I know I don’t tell you nearly enough
I couldn’t live one day without your love

When I’m a ship tossed around on the waves
Up on a high wire that’s ready to break
When I’ve had just about all I can take
Baby, you,
Baby you save me

Congratulations on completing your sex offender porgram.....months in prison....jail....halfway house....house arrest....group....counsiling.....polygraph testing....probation being the only thing you have left.
You're moving this Sunday...moving out of your house that you've been renting for about a year....I love the memories we have there.....on your floor....on your couch.....in the kitchen....bathroom.....back patio.....and of course....*the raft*....
Probation....we've learned....can not be fair. I guess....yes....we know you shouldn't have had that ONE beer that sent you back to jail for 30 days....I remember that as being the turning point where you started to pull away from me....it hurts....but I understand how you feel.
Now....a sip of wine...WHY you had to have that ONE sip of wine....LOL....your PO is a joke....violating you for a sip of wine when alcohol has nothing to do with your crime is just crazy. I wish you would have lied too...
So...back to court you go...Oct 22nd...I hope you call me and let me know whats going on...your PO is reccomending more than 30 days...I'm glad you're fighting it.
We talked last night and you said that for sure we can't be together for 8 years...til your son is 18. You wife(are you divorced yet? I don't think so...)will be fine if you are with any woman other than me...sucks...
It breaks my heart that you might have a serious relationship with someone else in that time....you might find someone else you want to spend the rest of your life with. I will deal with it if it happens....somehow I'll deal with it. I want you to be happy...I want me to be happy....with you. I'm still here baby.....I love you.

My heart aches for you.....full of love for you....full of love from you....my heart is yours....my heart is you....even apart we are together....

"Just Another Day"

Morning alone
When you come home
I breath a little faster
Every time we're together
It'd never be the same
If you're not here
How can you stay away, away so long.

Why can't we stay together
Give me a reason
Give me a reason.

[Chorus]
I, I don't wanna say it
I don't wanna find another way
Make it through the day without you
It's just another day

Making the time
Find the right lines
What do I have to tell you

I'm just trying to hold on to something
(Trying to hold on to something good)
Give us a chance to make it.

Don't wanna hold on to never
I'm not that strong
I'm not that strong.

I, I don't wanna say it
I don't wanna find another way
Make it through the day without you
I, I can't resist
Trying to find exactly what I miss
It's just another day without you.

Why can't you stay forever
Just give me a reason
Give me a reason.

Looking forward to and counting on spending some time with you....very very soon....miss you lover....

....that would be me for you baby....your angel with horns...
So....*sigh*....I've been calling and calling...you finally call me back and I miss it. suck! I guess we're hittin about once a month or less right now...I have a feeling things are going to be very different very soon as you finish your program within the next month...and how long will the probation last? Not long I hope...

My Sweetheart....John Secada has always been one of my favorites. I used to listen to him while chatting with you online....and I listened to this song yesterday and it made me think of you.

Angel...
I, I can't read the future
But I still want to hold you close
Right now, is all I want from you
So give me the morning
Sharing another day
With you, is all I want to know

And baby I, I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes still shine
You shine like an angel
A spirit that won't let me go

I, I didn't want to tell you
Things I didn't want to know myself
I was afraid to show
But you gave me a reason
A reason to face the truth
To face the truth, face the truth, face the truth

And baby I, I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes still shine
You shine like an angel
A spirit that won't let me go
Won't let me go
Let go of my heart

I miss you my lover...things are changing...I know you're not positive about us right now but listen to your heart...I know it will bring you back to me.