Merry Merry Christmas to my lover......who is spending weekends in jail. *sigh* ......what can I do....

It was great seing you last week!....meeting you after work and driving up the hill to the spot where we first met.....and spending a hour together....

You know I'm not extremely happy with you over what happened the friday before my birthday.....when you said you could probably see me but then didn't text or call me....I don't know wtf you're thinking with all that....I know that.... yeah......you know I'm not stupid......but I'm not going anywhere.....you can't drive me away that easy....I love you too much. I'm still here baby....

It was good to see you on your way into the jail anyway....even if all we did do was yell at each other...I know what you're going through is tough.....and I know you're trying to push me away....I know you really do like your girlfriend....but she will never be me....

I miss you.....I'm excited to see what the new year brings for us....(((((My Lover))))))

This is more just for my own info......because you know.....I CRS....ever and I hate to keep asking over and over.
A while back you were cited for a probation violation for drinking a sip of wine. Sounds crazy.....but when they say NO alcohol...they mean....no alcohol.....and even though you should have and could have lied on your polygraph test....you didn't.....and you admitted to taking a SIP of wine.....and that is how you got cited.....even though if you would have lied....lying on a polygraph is NOT a probation violation and they couldn't have done anything about that....you told the truth and now your.... crazy....out to get you probation officer wants you to serve 90 days for it....even though it has no relation to your crime and you do not have a alcohol problem or addiction....
You got a lawyer...held off your court date as long as you could....but ended up going to court last Wednesday.....Dec 12th....and they restarted your probation for 3 years....and you have to serve weekends in jail for 40 days. Five months....starting this weekend...go in Friday nights and get out Sunday nights...
I don't live too far from the jail Sweetie.....so hopefully I can get to you a few nights before you go in.....or meet you when you get out....hopefully.
It was good to see you Thurs night and finally give you your B-day gift....i hope you liked it.
I wish I wish I wish I could be with you right now.....I wish I could serve those 40 days with you....I would check into jail with you every friday night to spend the weekend with you in a cell like it was a Jamaican cruse.....I would do anything to be there with you.
You are there right now.....and I hope you're thinking about me as much as I am about you my love.....I love you.....
Three years....I wonder where we'll be in three years.....hopefully snowmobiling somewhere together.