....and I am once again reminded why I am still here. When two souls connect like mine and my lover it is just right. Looking into his eyes tonight.....for that moment that seemed to last for a eternity.....is something I will never forget. The tastes.....and the smells......so sweet....I can't imagine anything better. I would do anything for just one more touch....one more kiss from his lips....one more moment with his skin against mine.
My wishes have all been granted.....my dreams have all come true....and now I wish and dream for a life with my love.....and I will wait....as long as it takes....14 years.....8 years....2 years....1 year.....6 months....two months....6 weeks....my lover....I will wait as long as it takes.....I have tasted the fruit and I am not afraid....I am naked for all to see......and I am content.
I would like another taste of that fruit sometime soon though....

....is in the pudding....
Finally....we connect and talk on the phone forever.....*sigh*...you know...it is this that keeps me going....and gives me hope for the future. I want to see you....I need to see you....it's been too long.
I told you I want to see you before your birthday......before the end of this month....I love you baby.
I'm still here!!!!