....that I spend without you.....is Hell. It hurts. I have a huge hole in my life and there is no one or anything that can ever fill it but you. I'm not sure yet how I am going to get through this part of my life. But somehow the hours keep passing....and with each one I am hoping they will bring me closer to the time we can spend together.
You are not being fair to me right now....keeping your distance...not answering my calls. I need to know how you are....and whats happening....what you think and how you feel. It's hard to keep my sanity. I miss you.

Fall is my favorite time of year....and it's here...wish I could see you....(smell you touch you taste you etc...)and spend some time with you...I miss you and love you and think about you every minute of every day....I hope you are well wherever you are.....peace and love to you...