....that would be me for you baby....your angel with horns...
So....*sigh*....I've been calling and calling...you finally call me back and I miss it. suck! I guess we're hittin about once a month or less right now...I have a feeling things are going to be very different very soon as you finish your program within the next month...and how long will the probation last? Not long I hope...

My Sweetheart....John Secada has always been one of my favorites. I used to listen to him while chatting with you online....and I listened to this song yesterday and it made me think of you.

Angel...
I, I can't read the future
But I still want to hold you close
Right now, is all I want from you
So give me the morning
Sharing another day
With you, is all I want to know

And baby I, I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes still shine
You shine like an angel
A spirit that won't let me go

I, I didn't want to tell you
Things I didn't want to know myself
I was afraid to show
But you gave me a reason
A reason to face the truth
To face the truth, face the truth, face the truth

And baby I, I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes still shine
You shine like an angel
A spirit that won't let me go
Won't let me go
Let go of my heart

I miss you my lover...things are changing...I know you're not positive about us right now but listen to your heart...I know it will bring you back to me.

...and 100 other fun facts about China....and ice road truckers....are swimming through my brain...
I do love the History channel as much as you do...
Has it really been so long? Last night was amazing....as always. Even though your *all night* was pretty short(for us)....I was as exhausted as you were....*yawn*...
Spending the night with you....feels so good....so comfortable....so right....I miss you....I need you....I love you....I want you...fly away with me Sweetie....I just want to fly away...

Aerosmith....Fly away from here...

Fly away from here
(frederickson/chapman)

Gotta find a way
Yeah, I cant wait another day
Aint nothin gonna change
If we stay round here
Gotta do what it takes
Cuz its all in our hands
We all make mistakes
Yeah, but its never too late
To start again, take another breath
And say another prayer
And fly away from here
Anywhere, yeah, I dont care
Well just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are
Out there somewhere
Wont let time pass us by
Well just fly
If this life gets any harder now
It aint ,no, never mind
You got me by your side
And any time you want
Yeah, we can catch a train and
Find a better place
Yeah, cuz we wont let nothin
Or no one keep gettin us down
Maybe you and i
Can pack our bags and hit the sky
And fly away from here
Anywhere, yeah I dont care
Well just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Wont let time pass us by
Well just fly
Do you see a bluer sky now?
You can have a better life now
Open your eyes
Cuz no one here can ever stop us
They can try but we wont let them
No way
Maybe you and i
Can pack our bags and say goodbye
And fly away from here
Anywhere, honey, I dont care
Well just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Fly away from here
Yeah anywhere honey
I dont I dont I dont care
Well just fly...