*E.T.*....lol

My sweet handsome kind lover....it was so good to see you this morning....and talk to you last night....
Last night I told you...like I said in a earlier post....I'm waiting for you! I'm waiting for you to come take me away from here...I'm waiting for you to come and get me! When we hung up last night this song popped into my head....and how fitting....because wherever you go...whatever you do....I will be right here waiting for you...
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Richard Marx...
Right here waiting
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Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you

for the rest of my life sweetheart...if you blink and we're in our 80's.....come and get me....I'll be waiting...

....by Clay Aiken

I sent this to you while you were in prison...I listened to it tonight...and I'm still here for you...I will be here to carry you if ever you may need me my love...

I Will Carry You...

Yeah I know it hurts
Yeah I know you're scared
Walking down the road that leads to who knows where
Don't you hang your head
Don't you give up yet
When courage starts to disappear I will be right here.

Chorus:
When your wall breaks down
And the voices tell you turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry You
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you

Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That’s the beauty of it
when you loose your way, close your eyes and go to sleep
and wake up to another day

Chorus

You should know now that your not alone
take my heart and we will find
you will find
your way home

When your dreams give out
I will carry you
carry you
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you
carry you
I will carry you
carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you

I talked to you tonight when you were on your way to pick up your sweet sweet doggie.....and you told me about your weekend getting your diving cert....I honestly have been thinking about doing that myself since you're getting yours...because as you know I'm sure...I want to go with you. Because I love you and I want to do everything together.
I know I know....fucking reality....tends to get in the way.
Do you know.....that I am waiting for you...to get your stuff in line...get off probation....and come and take me away...do you realize....how much I love you....and that I miss you close to me...
Do you know....that at this moment....I am committing to plotting and planning a meeting with you...someway....somehow....I just can't go 2 months without seeing you! It's just too long.
I sit outside your house sometimes....as you know....when it's late and you're asleep...and text you and let you know I am there....so close...but yet so far. My heart is with you always....my lover...my heart is with you always.

I miss you baby....it's June already. I hope I get to spend some time with you this summer! In the sunshine maybe even...I wish we could ride our bikes together...
I need my you fix...I hope you come and see me soon...I totally understand the risk you run by seeing me...but I'm still not going to totally stay away....not completely. I love you my lover....see you soon...I hope.